I'll take "things that make it all worthwhile" for 1000 alex.

it's the one thing that we all strive for. to give, to receive. it's the breaking point, of which there is no return. it's the warm flooding feeling you get when you realise it's happening to you. it's the constant thoughts being trapped in another world. it's the butterflies you get at first and the lack of them later, which shows how comfortable you are with whomever you're with. it's the daydreams. what is it about this thing that makes you want to settle down and be one of those people you couldn't understand before. the white picket fence, the children and the busy-ness you once made fun at; all of a sudden becomes what you strive for. It is the one pure, unperverted thing left in this shallow world. It isn't sex, for those who thought it was. in the words of caedmons call, "'It's harder than a word, said at the right time." It's the completion of any person."thanks gerry maguire" It was designed, It disproves evolution. nothing that intricate and grande, nothing that unexplainable by science could be a mistake. It is not a feeling, it is a state of being, and aura if i'm allowed. you can always tell when someone is stuck in this. theirs eyes light up. they are fresh air. It is very contagious.it is not reserved just for lovers. It makes everything taste better and everything more beautiful. when you share this with someone it makes the boring...exciting. It continues to grow and there is no peak. it makes the hard, harder, the distance longer and the waiting unbearable. hunger takes a back seat to this. but when sharing a meal with this in the middle, it makes it more filling. It can be patient, it can be kind, but not all the time. songs remind us of past ones, and add a soundtrack to the new ones. It's dancing close. It's embarrasing yourself to make the other person feel better when they're having a bad day. It is comfort. It brings family's together for thanksgiving dinner, and the thing heard over the arguments, the laughter and the silence. It's cuddling because you can. when you don't have it EVERYONE else seems to. it's how no one else comes into the picture. and if they do...you didn't really have it to begin with. it is trust and adoration. but most of all it's easier than everyone thinks.

what is "love" alex.

cruise 18 DAYS!!!

holy moly the time is a coming. i am so pumped. kathie and i went shopping last night....well kathie did. i live for that excited feeling you get before you go somewhere awesome. we've budgeted and lived poor for 3 months to do this. and it's going to be so awesome. also...i get to pick out her bikini!!!!!! baaaaaaaaam. gonna be hot. were going to be snorkiling with sting rays, and 4 wheeling in jamaica. gmalbing and dancing by night. watching sunsets while i play guitar. working out. swimming, playing sports and i just found out that the cruise line has BINGO hooray. i am going to play it every night. and there will be ballroom dancing. dressing up to eat dinner. roomservice and movies. there will she shopping in the quaint markets in these laid back areas. there will be smooching and back rubs for me!!!! theres is a seven level shopping area. there is a spa.(maybe i'll get a mudwrap) there are hot tubs and saunas. but most of all there is more food than you could even imagine. live entertainment and bingo!!!! haha anyway just my excitment in a blog. thanks for listening.. be jealous.

joshua

thought of the day

thought of the day

Currently Listening Third Eye Blind By Third Eye Blind i want you see related

thought of the day

well anna wants something deep. and i thought it might be a nice change of pace.

     In a month i am heading on a cruise to grand cayman and ocho rios. i am more excited than i think i have ever been for something in a long time. i'm going with kathie and we've got bunkbeds. the other day she told me we've been dating for almost 9 months. i had no idea! haha. i have some plans for the cruise that are romantic and epic, i'll make sure you all hear about it when i get back, in the famous way i do. in other news. the day before i leave for my cruise my ex girlfriend who is also my first love is getting married and moving to ottawa. i say get your own city. if i end up seeing her i don't know how i'll feel inside. those who know my story know what i am talking about. anyway i think it'll be fine because i am more than happy with where i am now in life. i have an awesome girl who i find it gets better with everyday. i have an awesome roomate who i get along with. we fight sometimes but were cool later it's a building thing that makes us stronger. i have an awesome dog who can fetch like no other dog i've ever known ( she drops the ball in my hand) i have an awesome place in the glebe with a recording studio and i am well on my way to becoming one of ottawas biggest hip hop and pop producers. i have a new job that pays well that i like a lot. i write songs and play with musicians who are amazing. i have a new band in the works and kathies cd on the way out. i have a car that works (getting worse) but it gets me where i need to go. everything is good. spring is here the nights are crisp and the days are warm. i love the space between season changes. i like when girls smell good theres a girl that works here that smells awesome and i am going to ask her what she is wearing and buy it for kathie. i am excited to see what happens on the cruise, i have had plans for so long. we've had so many fights about this stinkin thing that it'll be so bittersweet when we do enjoy room service and swimming with dolphins. well thats pretty much it for now. i'm sure theres more but i have to  get back to work. there you go anna....

Here I am and I want to take a hit
Of your scent cause it bit so deep into my soul...i want you

-3EB